Once Again

I tried to be honest, for most of my life
Then found myself lying, to my daughter and wife
Once I started drinking, It only got worse
There were even a few times, I stole cash from her purse
So many responsibilities, I soon fell behind
Saturated by booze, I was losing my mind
For all my education, this one had me beat
Finally threw in the towel, I accepted defeat
I sought help for myself, not sure if I could
For all my deceptions, I deserved where I stood
A little more honest with, myself and with all
I'm avoiding those triggers, I'd look for to fall
I'm learning to like myself once again
And in finding myself, I can be a true friend
So here I go again, round one hundred and two
This time I am thinking, I know I will make it through
For those I love dearly, I just thank you all
For never abandoning me, those times I would fall

Ricky Z for Me